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finally i have the time to update my blog! hahaha. had been really busy the past 2 weeks. most of the time i didn't sleep well so in the day i always felt like some zombie. actually i really hate it. i hate to feel groggy in the day and attend lessons with nothing going into my head. it's like wasting my life away :( it was the worst on last saturday during internship.. i was standing behind 3 of my friends who were sitted down and who knows i just fell asleep unknowingly and i almost just pounced on them :x it was like free fall! omg. i was at the acupuncture department.. luckily i didn't fall on the physician who was attending to the patients. i can't imagine where the needles will end up on :x

i feel i'm beginning to suffer from sleeping disorder :(

then it was joint dance concert! i would say our dancers did well.. but a big sigh to the jdc comm. poor time management, poor lighting, poor welfare, there's almost nothing good i can say about the event itself. there wasn't anything else i could do except to perform my best and i'm glad that i didnt make any mistakes on stage :D hahaha.

i'm FINALLY caught on a stage photo with my face seen!



so artistic! love! <3

a big thank you to liyi and xiaohan for coming down to support me!! :D hehehe and thanks jacq, if you don't know, you were the only friend who smsed me good luck on that day itself :)

jdc didn't really feel like a concert to me as compared to reverie II back in jc.. i remember we were sooo emotional after reverie II ended.. but jdc? it felt like just any other performance.. haha. but at least i fulfilled my wish to go on stage again :D

the day right after jdc i had immuno quiz :'( couldn't finish studying as expected and as always :x luckily it was mcq so i just went there and completed it like a survey. haha.

don't know why but the whole of this week i was rather emo. i guess it's pms.. but why is there pms without menses? so weird. i'm really beginning to suspect there's something wrong with my kidney so i decided to buy 六味地黄丸 to eat. hope it helps..

was thinking if i should continue this tcm study. honestly i don't feel like wasting my time and effort on something that can't even feed me in future. but then again, what else can i do? i don't think i'll feel like studying again if i drop out of bms and graduate 1.5 yrs from now with a single degree. so where can i go with that degree? -.-

but seriously, this course is insane. it's going to drive me crazy sooner or later. the worst thing is with all these pain, nothing is guaranteed! it's just like a crash course for tcm.. what do we really learn in the end?

i feel like just being a housewife :( can i?

studies aside, i've finally settled my personal affairs. i think i had been too indecisive.. i hadn't been able to stand firm as much as i wanted to. i really must say that i always lose to my heart.. and i truly hope that my heart is leading me to the right direction this time.

i cannot be bothered to explain any further.. whatever you may think of me, i can only say 我开心就好. isn't that so? :)

<3 to my 남자친구! :D

oh yah! super junior's 3rd album is finally out!! the latest mv is already on youtube :D



i found the song quite irritating at first, but later i thought it was rather catchy, so i still kinda like it :D sungmin is still looking cuteeeee! :D *heart melts* hehehe..

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